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I AM (poem post)

stripped bare






I AM

SAND PRESSED BETWEEN LIPS

ROSE PETAL

CUPID’S BOW

ROUND AND FULL AND

METAPHOR FOR THE PUSSY YOU IMAGINE THEY REPRESENT

EARTHQUAKES IN MY HANDS

JAW WORKING LIKE IRON, SO UN-SWEET, SO UN-PRETTY

SMILE, SWEETHEART

YOU’D BE SO PRETTY IF YOU SMILED


I AM

FIRE IN MY FLESH

RAGE AND FURY AND LUST AND BLOOD

PULSING

SLICK BETWEEN MY FINGERS

BETWEEN MY THIGHS

COVER THEM FROM YOUR EYES

LIKE THEY ARE DIRTY AND I AM ASHAMED

DON’T THINK TOO MUCH

DON’T WORRY ABOUT A THING, DADDY WILL FIX YOU

RIGHT UP

HUSH, BABY, PRETTY BABY

SO PRETTY WHEN YOU SMILE


I AM

NOT YOUR LOVER

OR YOUR MOTHER

OR YOUR TEACHER

OR YOUR WHORE

I AM NOT YOUR SMILE, PRETTY GIRL

I AM ME

I AM MINE

AND MY TONE IS NOT THE ISSUE

I WILL NOT HIDE AND SWALLOW YOUR SHAME

YOUR IMPOTENCE

YOUR LEGITIMATE RAPES AND ILLIGETIMATE  FETUS

BUT OH, HOW SWEET SHE IS, HOW PRETTY

STICK HER FACE ON A BILLBOARD

AKIN’S LIE IN FOOTIE PAJAMAS

I AM ME

I AM MINE

AND I AM NOT YOUR SMILE PRETTY GIRL.

What Remains (Coda)

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Title: What Remains (Coda)
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Thunderheart
Pairing: Ray/Walter
Prompt: 'Bone' from [info]carlyinrome

So, in working on the next chapter of this one after an absurdly long hiatus, I've discovered that this coda/teaser is vital but kinda needs to be cut off.  Don't hurt me! 

"My name is Raymond Levoi-"Collapse )

Black Widow Cosplay!

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More photos under the cut!  This is officially my favorite costume ever.

Also the utility belt is a great place to store lipstick and gum

ETA: a couple more photos

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moar photozCollapse )

Jul. 10th, 2012

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Sometimes, I look at my career and I'm like OMG WTF AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE.

Other times, I'm being paid ten bucks an hour to be a kid partying in Malibu.

Right now is the latter. 

What Remains (Thunderheart, 2/3)

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Title: What Remains (2/3)
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Thunderheart
Pairing: Ray/Walter
Prompt: 'Bone' from [info]carlyinrome

A/N:  *cough* Make that three parts. 
Walter had worked a case like that, once...Collapse )

What Remains (Thunderheart, 1/3)

walter
Title: What Remains
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Thunderheart
Pairing: Ray/Walter
Prompt: 'Bone' from carlyinrome

Also, maybe a little continuity from one of the other Thunderheart drabbles 'empty', if you squint and tilt your head a little.  Guys, I'm seriously incapable of writing a coherent timeline, I need help.

Also, in which this is a multi-chaptered fic rather than a drabble.
 

Ray doesn't much like being naked.Collapse )



Speakerbox (KKBB, 1/1)

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Title: Speakerbox
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
Pairing: pre-Harry/Perry


I didn't get the part. Obviously.Collapse )

Drugs (Top Gun 1/1)

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Title: Drugs
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: R-
Fandom: Top Gun
Pairing: Iceman/Maverick


"Ice, you have to take the pain meds."Collapse )

Sundown (Thunderheart 1/1)

walter
Title: Sundown
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Thunderheart
Pairing: Ray/Walter


Drabble inspired by[info]carlyinrome's prompt for DRABBLETHON 2012 'Sundown'. 


"Should probably go in, eyah?"Collapse )

Lighthouse (KKBB 1/1)

perry
Title: Lighthouse
Author: derangedfangirl
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Kiss Kiss Bang Bang


Drabble inspired by[info]carlyinrome's prompt 'lighthouse'.


I never really thought about it until he got hurt.Collapse )

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